Wednesday, November 12, 2008,11:56 pm
i've been blogging alot lately.
today was a significant day! haha.
chiong-ed to school at about 1.
talked with sharifah ,
i wanted to play tennis but the guys were having their training):
but , girls can chat the day away man! haha.
anytime , anywhere.
seriously like a machine gun on and on.
left school a little later than planned ,
and had to CHIONG down to sp !
haha, but luckily, the rest were late too . HAHAHA .
in fact , the sp gang was uncontactable about half an hour after i reached!
val & i were lost ducks in that maze of a school :x
met new friends in sp called grace and weihong!
and i was really really hungy, so ryan and i ate first:x
sharyl was suan-ing ryan to the max ! haha .
seriously, we were laughing our asses off! haha.
it was quite late by the time we started the prayer meeting.
but it was really awesome!
just , yeah.
awesome .
i really felt God moving in this small group.
though ken , ryan and wilfrid were new.
really could feel God speaking to everyone in the room!
and i saw that they'll breakthrough 20 , no cake! :D
being soaked in the presence of God.
it really brings me back to the heart of worship, the beginnings of it all.
im so so so sure that prayer meetings in sp will be just awesome!
aiya! haha .
words seriously cant explain the level of joy and excitement! :DD
God just rocks man.
we could bring in the atmosphere, we could do all the technical things.
we could even pray till midnight.
but , at the end of the day.
its really God's hand that moves mountains and touches lives.
after that , we just stayed in the room,
we all dian songs while weihong played them one by one on guitar.
seriously, HE KNOWS SO MANY O.O
we were all amazed . haahah!
it was so awesome :D
well , by the time we finished , it was almost 7.
woah , long! haha.
i really think Valerie is a great leader.
she led the prayer meeting so confidently!
really really wonder how she does it man!
awesome leaders we have(:
even more awesome-r friends we have! hahaha.
today was really significant (:
anyway , went off to jurong point to meet shuni for dinner.
haha , every time i meet her is fun!
we went to eat mos, where the food was horrible :x
it was nicer when we were working at the one at bpp! haha.
we walked around , usual usual. haha .
embarrassing ourselves is already a norm everytime we meet.
*shrugs.
yongxing asked me tonight
"what was going through your mind when you found God"
and i realised, i havent thought about it for the longest of time.
i really had to crack my brain.
and i remembered!
i could really see that moment in my mind.
i cant remember how old i was, i think it was p4 or younger.
i remember we were having sunday school in the old diocese building beside the old coa.
i think my teacher was auntie jenny :x i cat remember.
we were doing our usual lesson stuff.
when it suddenly hit me.
i felt this geat insufficiency and lack of direction in God.
i thought, i was born a christian and been doing this my whole life.
but , i never marked a day in my calender.
a day where i myself made a personal proclamation to God that He's my saviour.
and being in p4.
this may sound really lame but , i was thinking.
"what if God doesnt know? what if He hasnt written my name in the book of life yet"
and i started to panic. hahaha .
i still remember i was really scared.
so , me and .. someone else whom i cant remember.
went outside and beside the field.
went to one corner, and i said the sinner's prayer.
instantly, i remember how a smile just came to my face.
i cant explain it.
that inexplicable peace of God, that assurance.
i know it sounds really childish and probably insignificant.
but, that day has been etched in the pits or my mind..
and im so glad i remember!
i havent look back on the beginning in forever!
and i realised its really important to remember the beginning,
the reason for everything now.
woo !
today is really significant. haha.
hahaha, i love days like today(:
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